Sweet Dreams

If I could write out my own dream
For the next time that I sleep
You'd be the first one that I see
And I the last one that you keep
The dream would go on and on
While we sway
Against all things thrown our way
And the morning would be so cruel
When it came
With sunshine and warmth to bring
For announcing the end of my sweet dream
For announcing the end of my sweet dream

如果我可以谱写我自己的梦

下次入眠之时

我看见的第一个会是你

你拥有的最后一个会是我

缠绵之际

梦境绵延不断

不惧一切阻碍

而下一个黎明是如此残酷

当他来临之时

带来阳光与温暖

也宣告了我甜美梦境的结束

Loose ends, they tangle down
And then take flight
But never tie me down
Never tie me down.
Loose ends, they tangle down
And then take flight
But never tie me down
Never tie me down.

Off I go.
Where I fall
Is where I land.

Off I go.
Where I fall
Is where I land.

Loose ends tangle down
And then take flight
But never tie us down
And never tie us down.
Loose ends tangle down
And then take flight
And never tie us down.

Off I go.
Where I fall
Is where I land.

Off I go.
Where I fall
Is where I land.


Ahhhhhhh....

Off I go.
Where I fall
Is where I land.

Off I go.
Where I fall
Is where I land.

       断断续续的一点点磨蹭着通关了。沙盘游戏玩的少，从一开始的Macfarland's ranch一点点摸索，到fort mercer再到墨西哥经历革命，推翻政府，杀掉bill,回美国继续被傻逼警探胁迫到black water追杀dutch然后结局。希望总在下一个拐角，抓到的永远是冰冷的现实。

       从来就不喜欢翻译名字，就拿本作的标题来说，red dead redemption,翻译成荒野大镖客，完全没有把游戏核心的redemption表达出来，所以我宁愿在提到这游戏的时候说RDR，也不愿意叫荒野大镖客，这两个名字差的不是一两个档次。

       说到标题里的redemption,游戏里也数次点到redemption，john本人应该是从来没有追求过这种形而上的东西，对他来说，这场惊心动魄的西部之旅只是像一匹马追逐棍子上的胡萝卜一样，为家人的安全不停奔波，从一开始追逐bill williamson，到逼dutch跳崖，对他来说只是赢回家人的手段，而不是对自己的救赎。伪善的警探说过很多次，你现在做的一切都是为曾经杀人不眨眼，劫富济贫的日子赎罪，但是john从来没有相信过，what's done is done.他要的只是经营一家农场，和家人一起生活，看着孩子长大，伴着妻子变老。其实反而Dutch这个“crazy" person看的更清楚，就算你今天帮助他们杀了我，他们也会找下一个monster，为了对得起自己的wage他们只会寻找新的目标，等哪天其他的都被扫清了，就轮到你了。Dutch的这个任务名叫做”and the truth will set you free“，很奇妙的双关，Dutch确实说的是truth,暗示了结局，而这个truth也set john的家人free，即使只有很短的一段时间。在与家人短暂的相处中，妻子abligail说过the life we led ,that does't go away,it never over,而最后一战的名字叫做the last enemy that shall be destoryed,这个enemy何尝不是John挥之不去的过去，最后当他推开门缝一撇，明知结局还是推门迎上去，像个男人一样，在战斗中死去，这血，这死亡，也许就是他最后的red dead redemption吧。

      另外说说开放式的结局，用stranger任务做结尾的想法太天才了，其实对我来说游戏结束在救回家人养家教子或者Maston被杀最为救赎都行，但是最后个复仇任务也算愿意看到恶有恶报爱好者们一个完成自己所希望的结局的机会，皆大欢喜。虽然对我来说最后这复仇，有没有都无所谓，what's done is done,revenge ain't gonna undo it.

       当然即使不是我心中的结局，但是最后的stranger任务出staff的时候那首deadman's gun还是听得我泪流满面。顺便赞下游戏里总共才有的三首歌，跟气氛配合的太完美了，除了结尾的daedman's gun，还有杀死Dutch之后，回家见家人那首compass，听到家人已经回家，跨上马向着农场急奔，响起这首歌我眼泪就下来了，”and i know the only compass is that i need is the one that leads back to you“，回家之路，太远，只有你在的地方才是家。

      其他要说的还有R星对细节的专注真是屌爆了，酒馆中NPC的低语，各种stranger任务，报纸——特别是在结局之后jack买的三年后的那份，很多主要人物的结局都在报纸上，枪神安享晚年死在自己的床上，reyes当上了总统却变成了曾经自己起义反抗的人...一切的一切让这个世界活过来了，让你有一种活在这个世界里的感觉，不得不说R星太赞了，希望今年的GTA5能更上一层楼。

       How much more can you expect from a bear.这是我看到他的第一印象，a little chubby，hairy，萌死人的性格。就冲他一个人也得追happy endings啦~

 update1

       刚看资料发现Adam居然在californication里也出现过..

       下次去找来看看

I'll have a blue Christmas without you
I'll be so blue just thinking about you
Decorations of red
On a green Christmas tree
Won't mean a thing if
If you're not here with me.

And the wind knows blue snow flakes start falling
When those blue blue memories start calling
You'll be doing all right
With your Christmas of white
Oh but I'll have a blue blue Christmas

You'll be doing all right
With your Christmas of white
Oh but I'll have a blue blue Christmas

And when you needn't pray on this Christmas day
Remember I have a blue blue Christmas

Keep waking up
Without you here
Another day
Another year

I seek the truth
We set apart
Thinking of
A second chance

十四载风雨兼程
After 14 years,

26支十佳单曲 其中14支折桂
26 top ten hits including 14 number one singles,

11张五佳专辑 7张空降冠军
11 top 5 albums, 7 of which hit the top spot

全球累计唱片销量高达4千4百万张
and have collectively sold over 44 million copies around the world,

10次畅销的巡演 以及数不清的美妙回忆
10 sell out tours and countless memories

我们将永世珍藏
that we will forever cherish,

今日我们要宣布分道扬镳的消息了
we today announce our plan to go our separate ways

乐团在今年圣诞发行完精选大碟
after a greatest hits collection this Christmas

以及明年举行完告别巡演后解散
and a farewell tour next year.

这是一个完全善意的抉择
The decision is entirely amicable

我们已经在一起经历过人生中的峥嵘岁月
and after spending all of our adult life together so far,

我们想要各奔东西
we want to have a well-earned break

去尝试新的挑战
and look at new ventures.

我们都觉得精选大碟的发行与告别巡演的举办
We see the greatest hits collection and the farewell tour

是与我们的歌迷庆祝我们非凡音乐生涯的最佳契机
as the perfect way to celebrate our incredible career along with our fans.

我们翘首期待站在巡演的舞台上与歌迷们做最后的诀别
We are really looking forward to getting out on the tour and seeing our fans one last time.





回首往昔 西城男孩不仅仅是一支乐团
Over the years Westlife has become so much more to us than just a band.

更是一个大家庭
Westlife are a family.

我们非常感谢我们的歌迷
We would like to thank our fans

感谢你们在这奇妙的旅程中与我们荣辱与共 风雨同舟
who have been with us on this amazing journey

你们也是我们大家庭的一份子
and are part of our family too.

很难想象 从1998年我们成军以来
We never imagined when we started out in 1998

光阴荏苒十四载
that 14 years later

而今我们仍然一起录制唱片 举办巡演 拥有一首首经久不衰的歌曲
we would still be recording, touring and having hits together.

对我们来说这已经美梦成真了
It has been a dream come true for all of us.

爱你们的K M N S敬上
Kian, Mark, Nicky and Shane

thanks for getting me through the worst nights alone

i want to see what people saw
i want to feel like i felt before
i want to see the kingdom come
i want to feel forever young

i want to sing
to sing my song
i want to live in a world where i belong
i want to live
i will survive
and i believe that it won't be very long

      
And it makes me so angry
To know that the flame still burns
Why can't I get over?
When will I ever learn?

Old love, leave me alone
Old love, go on home

      曾经在放河灯时许了一个愿望，想要忘记那段该死的纠结。结果他依然纠缠着我，一年，两年，四年，五年。当时回家的路上，面对冷漠，忽略，曾想抛下一切摊牌，但结果一切勇气在一次又一次的自我安慰中消散。现在回想，一了百了也许是最好的，那天傍晚的操场上，如果能说清一切至少给自己有个交代，当断不断，永远在事后后悔。

      之后我以为对你冷漠，抹掉一切联系方式，告诉自己这是为了大家好，其实结果都只是做给自己看的姿态而已，不在乎的人自然不会在乎你是否在乎的。现在想想真是孩子气，就算我们还能在一起，我的脾气也不可能让你幸福。

      每一次都告诉自己什么都没有了，好好过自己的日子。但是总是忍不住把本来毫无关系的点连在一起暗示自己也许你心里某个角落还有东西留着。blog多了几次点击，也许是你想看我过得如何,于是我不停的写，心底总是还是希望这是最后一个reach you的方式；见面时穿的那件是我说过好看的T恤；见面之后我的冷漠让你去找其他人 。明知道是自欺欺人，明明看见你有自己的山盟海誓自己的幸福，转个头来还是幻想，甚至去cyberstalke，只是想要证明自己的猜测，实际结果永远是自己受伤。

      五年了，不论如何都该说再见了，如果有机会，真希望能亲口告诉你当时没说出口的事，但是为了大家好，还是永不相见吧。万一我的paranoia不幸成真， 你能看到我说的话 ，请不要再来我的blog了，我也会尽力屏蔽一切关于你的消息，祝你幸福。

                                                                                2011.11.11

     好吧，mick flannery,其实他的歌蛮无感的，虽然我喜欢大叔声，但是这个蛮无感。不过cute guy+folk的组合实在是击中我的萌点，作为外貌协会会员就帖个图，歌的话既然没感觉就不勉强了。

Girl, you and me ain't talking much.
I just slam the door and leave in my truck.
There ain't nothing left for us.
I think enough's enough.
I look down, see your name there on my phone then I hit ignore and just drive on.
We've been living like this way too long.
And there ain't no reason to turn around.
Baby, you can have it all.

I ain't, I ain't coming back.
I've already been there, done that.
And I'm done with you messing with my mind.
The last times the last time, baby.
I can only change who I am so much, and all I can give is all my love.
And my love ain't never been enough.
So I ain't coming back.
I've been there, done that.

Street by street and town after little town.
Feels like that I'm on the right road now.
I bet you're wondering how, I could just walk out.
I put you high up as I could.
And I know I've done everything I should, to try and make a bad thing good.
I guess it just took too long for me to see, that we ain't meant to be.

I ain't, I ain't coming back.
I've already been there, done that.
And I'm done with you messing with my mind.
The last times the last time, baby.
I can only change who I am so much, and all I can give is all my love.
And my love ain't never been enough.
So I ain't coming back.
I've been there, done that.

I'll wake up and I'll start to second-guess myself.
And I'll crave your touch oh but I know too well.

That I ain't, I ain't coming back.
I've already been there, done that.
And I'm done with you messing with my mind.
The last times the last time, baby.
I can only change who I am so much, and all I can give is all my love.
And my love ain't never been enough.
So, I ain't coming back.
No, I ain't coming back.
I've been there, done that.

I can't sleep tonight
Everybody saying everything's alright
Still I can't close my eyes
I'm seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights
Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I can't avoid the lightning
I can't stand myself
I'm being held up by an invisible man
Still life on a shelf when
I got my mind on something else
Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I can't avoid the lightning
Oh, where did the blue skies go?
And why is it raining so?
It's so cold
I can't sleep tonight
Everybody's saying everything's all right
Still I can't close my eyes
I'm seeing a tunnel at the end of the lights
Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Even when the sun is shining
I can't avoid the lightning
Oh, where did the blue skies go?
And why is it raining so?
It's so cold
Why does it always rain on me?
Why does it always rain on....

He's been gone twenty years tomorrow
And I'm still holdin' on to one wish
That God above could let me borrow Grandpa
For one more afternoon and one more fish.

      不知道为什么到了cata后期了，blz还在更新tbc的插画，不知道是不是在为下个资料片做准备。其实整个外域的气氛都比较压抑，唯一一块净土也就是纳格兰了，相比之下诺森德的肖查拉盆地就差了点，可能我喜欢草原大过雨林吧。挑了一张做桌面，希望多看看绿色心情能好点。

曾几何时 我有个他
我愿陪他 追逐山林
我愿陪他 携手天涯
共看月亮 共数星星

everybody loves timberlake

     在nin官网上扒了几张zelda 25周年的壁纸，选了这张很有夏天气息的自己用。虽然ww有点烂尾，但是玩的时候那种兴奋还是记忆犹新，把动画做活了的赞叹伴随着整个流程，希望能有一天再掌机上重玩一次，把最后拿点修补一下做个完全版是最好了。

wanna be your bear

fight for you in the night

I know they say you can't go home again

     最近诸事不顺，又无可奈何 ，只能走一步算一步。还有一些错，犯了四年，已经冲的够淡了，切断最后的联系，l et it go see what tomorrow brings.

Ridin' down the road listenin' to the radio
You leaned over and you turned it up
You said, "Baby this is it,
The one I wanted you to hear.
Don't it sound just like us?"

Up 'til then, all I'd ever listened to was
a little "Sweet Home...," "Tuesday's Gone,"
and "Working Man Blues."

Chorus:
This is my first love song
First time I felt the words
First time I sang along
Whenever it comes on
I just think of you and everything you do
You're my one, my from-now-on
My first love song

Baby I'm not who I was
You gave me your love and it woke me up,
made me more aware of somethin' deep inside
Somethin' that I have,
A life I want to share
And I'll rememebr this as long as I live
Every note, every word, every single kiss

This is my first love song
First time I felt the words,
First time I sang along
Whenever it comes on,
I just think of you and everything you do
You're my one, my from now on..
My first love song

Baby... (Repeat chorus)

Yeah baby
My first love song

我真的不恋声

但是这只大叔的声音实在太萌了！！！！！！！！！

Elphy:
Unlimited...
Just look at me
I'm limited
And just look at you
You can do all I couldn't do,
Glinda
So now it's up to you
For both of us.
Now it's up to you.

Glinda:
I've heard it said
That people come into our lives
For a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are lent to those
Who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you.

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun.
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better
Because I knew you
I have been changed for good.

Elphy:
It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime.
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have rewritten mine
By being my friend.

Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea.
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better
Because I knew you

Glinda:
Because I knew you

Together:
I have been changed for good.

Elphy:
And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness for the things I've done you blame me for.

Glinda:
But then, I guess,
We know there's blame to share

Together:
And none of it seems to matter anymore

(Together)
Glinda:
Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood

Elphy:
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird in a distant wood

Together:
Who can say
If I've been changed for the better
I do believe I have been changed for the better

Glinda:
And because I knew you...

Elphy:
Because I knew you...

Together:
Because I knew you,
I have been changed
For good.

goodbye，love of someone else's life

I know I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

youd think that people would have had enought of silly love songs.
but i look around me and i see it isnt so.
some people wanna fill the world with silly love songs.
and whats wrong with that?
id like to know, cause here i go again
i love you, i love you,
i love you, i love you.

i cant explain the feelings plain to me; say cant you see?
ah, she gave me more, she gave it all to me
now cant you see, whats wrong with that
i need to know, cause here i go again
i love you, i love you.
love doesnt come in a minute,
sometimes it doesnt come at all
i only know that when im in it
it isnt silly, no, it isnt silly, love isnt silly at all.

how can i tell you about my loved one?
how can i tell you about my loved one?

how can i tell you about my loved one? (i loveyou)
how can i tell you about my loved one? (i loveyou)

     连着玩了999跟ghost trick,结果都TM是穿越+神棍结局，坑越挖越大就来个什么平行空间或者穿越时间来改变过去什么的。我日，前面好好的，你说你什么意识场ice9之类的伪科学也就伪了，还要给我来个 把A结局接收到的信息发送给平行世界里B结局的主角来解谜，雷到飞起啊。更可恶的是999的end2居然是选对了所有的选项然后给你一个to be continued的结局……这你妈看到这几个字比吃了苍蝇还恶心，流程不够，就先给你一半，打出end3来还要用老线路重新玩一次才有真结局，解谜部分还不能跳....能这么折磨人制作人也是奇葩了。唯一让我惊到就是上下屏代表两个时间的悬念了，最后想想的确是这么回事，也算对双屏很不错的应用了